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Inception

As I'm sitting down to write this post, hundred of thoughts,emotions and fears are erupting in my mind. I'm writing for the first time and I really don't know what this piece of writing will come out to be.

I never thought of writing but I'm doing it and the reason being that from past few days I've been feeling Dejected, Diminished ,Demoralized, Distressed, Doleful, Disrespectful, Destroyed and what not.
All these D-thoughts came out from the fact that I'm not able to get a job till now when almost all of my friends have already managed to bag a job and of course there's a big hand of all those people around me who put this shitty thought and made me believe that I don't fit in this society well and I need to change myself.(Yeah really, they almost made me believe that).

But stop!!!
What am I doing? What have I made of myself?

*A Deep Thought*

 and I realized...
I have made my life like a D-grade movie dialogues ---> CRAP!!! ( That's why it goes like D-jected, D-minished, D-moralized....)

But finally after losing so much of sleep which almost made me an insomniac, thinking continuously for more than 24 hrs and shedding so many precious tears, I have alas managed to leave all my apprehensions and people's comparisons,judgments, expectations and critics far behind and start afresh by pouring my heart out through this blog. Rest, the title of my blog explains it all.

So, I'm all set for a dive in the ocean of my own emotions and then rising up stronger like never before.





PS- I want to thank a friend for introducing me to this world and showing faith when I have lost it all in me. Thankyou D-ost!

Comments

  1. Rachit10 March 2013 at 22:00

    This is absolutely amazingly well written Richi! Trust me, you really transcribe well and this is not looking like you've written a blog post for the first time!

    And +1 to the title. Yup, explains it all. :)

    Thanks for following my tiny winy piece of advice and coming to this unique world. Expecting a lot of posts from you. I'm sure you'll love being here! :D

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    1. Swaggitarian Girl10 March 2013 at 22:13

      @rachit..absolutely! Thankyou for your lovely comment. Appreciation really makes one feel great.
      I am happier and calmer now.keep reading!
      Nice day! :-)

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  2. preranas.2012 March 2013 at 00:22

    First of all,i would say-very well written.This is the first time I have ever read something written by you and to be true you are too good at expressing and to pen down your thoughts!:)

    coming back the post,I share the same feelings like you-jobless,despondent,solitude and what not!But in the end I have realised that all these struggles are a part and parcel of life and we should face them like we have always been.Infact both of us know,we would rise again,morover we know we are capable enough to grab a job some day.Just keep your eyes open,who knows maybe you would get that opportunity soon!!

    And by the way baby,who asked you to change?You are awesome like the way you are.You are the one and only "richi" ,the same sweet bubbly yet teekhi mirchi!!;)

    good luck!
    ps-where is the followers column?

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    1. Swaggitarian Girl12 March 2013 at 12:37

      @Prerana...Thank you so much for such an enthusiastic comment and being there by my side always..especially when i feel creepy like this. It really made me smile. :)
      feeling nostalgic. :/


      ps- See, I added the followers column!! :)

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  3. Let me be myself30 March 2013 at 21:27

    Loved it..amazing style of writing rich... and when i say something listen to me u bitch.... bcz u know i'm always right ;)

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  4. Unknown13 April 2013 at 10:31

    amazingly written nd u r absolutely rite about those D's as m feeling some of the D's these days especially D-stroyed.... but surely after reading ur blogs i felt like.. yes m really ruining my life nd shud stop dng dat....
    u seriously made me feel soooooo happy....nd toking to u z such a pleasure...
    love u hamesha...lol.. :D

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    1. Swaggitarian Girl13 April 2013 at 10:40

      Thankyou somuch Shikh! :)
      I am glad that u liked it and its helping you...yay!!! I told you na??

      so never feel dese D's...and just S...smile!! ;)
      And if u have any problem with ur smile..Call me..It'll come effortlessly! ;)

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  5. Unknown13 April 2013 at 10:57

    rich.. u always owed a big space in my heart nd nw its even bigger...jst do hell wid those misunderstndngs... whosoever did dat jst screw hm...
    u really made me smile... :) :)
    jst b the same in my life forever nd ever... :))

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    1. Swaggitarian Girl13 April 2013 at 11:02

      omg..that's an amazing compliment. Thank you seriously!
      For sure,I'll be there..:)

      #friendshiprocks!

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    2. Unknown13 April 2013 at 11:04

      yaar yaha pe like ka button nai hai kya... :D
      nyways (y)... :P

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